6/3/XX
Oh! Right!! That reminds me, does anybody else remember just being a total demon child? Like, when I was 14-15, i don't know how my parents didn't beat me, LOL. It must have been my grades (edit: definitely wasnt) or something, 'cuz I just never was, like... disowned for this. Basically, we were at my BFF Melissa's house, and like any unruly teenager was, we were dabbling in some... well, you know! Anyway, this new girl that I think Melissa's boyfriend invited asked us if we wanted to try something more intense, and I guess because like half of my friends said no, I said sure. So she walks off and in the time she's gone everybody is asking me why the hell I would say yes, me being me I probably said YOLO or some shit like that...
ANYWAY! This stuff was seriously bad news. First of all, it tasted downright DISGUSTING, but the effects were honestly the worst part. It was great for about the first 30 mins, I'd argue that 30 minute window was probably the best high I've ever had. Then I got super nauseous and THOUGHT I just had too much or something like that, but honestly the puking only made it so much worse. From then on basically everything that happened felt like it was out of my control, like out of body I guess? I don't know, I hardly remember this part already. It was bad. About a week of it not going away, my parents took me to the hospital and I got drug tested, they found out lol. I was grounded for mooooonths. Honestly though, getting grounded probably was one of the better things to come out of that whole fiasco, because according to the doctor, it fucked up my brain so bad I developed, like hallucinations or whatever from it. There's a specific diagnosis I'm forgetting, but really all that's super important is that I'm gonna be taking these damn pills for the rest of my life now. FML
Everytime I tell Melissa about what I remember she always has new details about it. Basically, from what I've gathered over the years, I was like a different person. It makes me really sad because she always tells me how afraid she was to lose me then, just because I was so different. That and the fact I almost immediately started getting sick after taking whatever the hell that stuff was. Needless to say, she broke up with that bum and that BITCH KATHY now promptly gets nasty looks every time we see her. I still think she should have paid my hospital bills.